1/16/26 There's no Sometime it's This Time or never cc7/11/18

There's no 

Sometime it's

This Time or never

There's no future only now

To lady fortune we almost bow

The best laid plans of mice and men

Often wind up in history's dust bin

So be here now and smell the flowers

Run and dance in the springtime showers

Now is when it all takes place

Don't turn it into some kind of race

Be happy, present stay aware

And always do it with lots of flair

There's no

Sometime it's

This Time or never

1/10/26 Gleeful hopelessness

 Gleeful hopelessness 

  

I got into this situation

 With very little information

. Most of what I learned was useless 

Almost all my efforts came up fruitless

 God, good luck or just random chance. 

Turned my life into a gleeful dance

Gleeful hopelessness

1/8/26 cc 8/25/18 cc Minor distinctions In the Raging torrent of Time

Minor distinctions

In the

Raging torrent of

Time

All the "important"things I've done

And the "great" prizes I have won

Are all just memories in my head

Like last springs daffodils now all dead

Cesar rained and changed lot of things

And since then there's been 2000 Springs

Trees and flowers come and go

Same with the coldest winter snow

So what's the lesson what's to learn

Be peaceful,greatful have no concern

Minor distinctions

In the

Raging torrent of

Time

1/3/26 Time storm cc 2/7/20

Time storm 

Time is nowhere but in my head

Will I keep rushing around until I'm dead

So many books and emails  unread

I'll study, question and not get misled

Analyze the past to learn what's ahead

And except it gracefully without any dread

Big insights sometimes hanging by a thread

After all this high thinking I'll head up to bed 

Time storm

12/27/25 I'll truck on Till I'm Trucked out cc12/2/25

I'll truck on

Till I'm

Trucked out

Wash the dishes and cook the rice

Forget the fact that I'm on thin ice

I have already passed the finish line

All my systems are in decline

And still this is the best time of life

Gratitude, joy and not much strife

There is as much as ever to do and learn

And to make big change without concern

I'll lay my plans and charge ahead

And create some good before I I'm dead

I'll truck on

Till I'm

Trucked out

 

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12/22/25 The insecurity Of Security cc 8/23/18

The insecurity

Of

Security

I used to think there was a place to stand

Somewhere off in the future land

Everything would be safe and nifty

If I could just stay calm and thrifty

Money's great but it doesn't stop the clock

The same with all that blue chip stock

Most of my future has become past

Now it's clear that there's nothing that last

So wake with joy and live with zest

There is no hope so just do your best

The insecurity

Of

Security

12/16/25/Frantically trying to Make sense of the Unknowable cc 9/2/18

Frantically trying to

Make sense of the

Unknowable

Answers? Solutions?a manic theory

All it does is make me weary

I read and study everyday 

And become less sure of what to say

Only questions no real answer

Especially now that I got cancer

I'll give up hope of any understanding

And keep my worldview always expanding 

I'll stay present, grateful, calm and clear

And keep from drinking too much beer

Frantically trying to

Make sense of the

Unknowable